This has never meant as much to me as it does now.

"It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying things you could’ve said a million times. You take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken at any time in our lives but we always wait until it ( Read more... )

"And before I leave I’d like one thing. I’d like you to tell me that you loved me. Don’t lie to yourself and say you didn’t cuz I’ve seen your eyes, I’ve seen the emotion behind them. So don’t lie to me and tell me I meant nothing to you when you know I meant the world."

Sadly, I'm trying to convince myself that the only reason you won't give my ( Read more... )

     “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid ( Read more... )

Best quote right now:

“You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul.”

it's been three weeks. what the fuck. i can't even explain how pissed off i am. i still have an unbelievable amount of love for him, so much that is makes me mad. i've been doing so good until last night. i feel useless, stupid ( Read more... )

Once upon a time ( Read more... )

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.

Probably the best quote I've seen lately.  It helps so much to be able to write in here. However, it does not at all help to see all of the old posts about the last times we broke up.  It's sad that I resort to this.  It's been almost two weeks. Two weeks tuesday. I don't ( Read more... )

Have you ever gotte​n a speed​ing ticke​t?​​​​​
surprisingly no..

Is there​ one perso​n in your life that can alway​s make you smile​?​​​​​
my mom, my dog :)

What are you liste​ning to right​ now?
the tv.. paranormal state lol

Have you kisse​d anybo​dy in the last 5 days?​​​​​
ya....

When is your birth​day?​​​​​
september 30th. 21 this year!

How' s your ( Read more... )

a new year.. new beginnings ( Read more... )

All my life you've had an opinion ( Read more... )

"I’ve never felt like this before. I’m overwhelmed by an unbelievably amount of hatred for him yet I couldn’t be more in love. It’s like I want to throw him out in traffic then risk my life to save him. "

im dying. i couldnt help it. i had to text him. i had to have the last word.

i still cant explain how i feel. im lost and confused and second ( Read more... )