I REALLY want to make some Korean food, but I have no money to do it with. Next time I get money, I'm going to make John take me to H Mart or a local Asian grocery store. I want to make rice cakes with red bean paste and Bulgolgi stew. ^_^ I thought I'd make the rice cakes for Valentines Day and surprise him with my unknown Korean cooking skills ( Read more... )

Loving someone can really suck. There's no way to change how you feel either. It's head vs. heart. The heart usually wins out every time. If your head wins, you usually end up screwing yourself or someone else. If your heart wins it's all up in the air and you continue to suffer and be happy at the same time.

Nothing is black and white. I feel so ( Read more... )

I made it through. I think because I decided to lay it at His feet and not worry so much, I succeeded. Somehow, I got everything done and didn't stress out too much. I managed to do everything well. That horrible period is over now. I'm in finals week and feel a bit less stressed, but still a bit on edge. I might lose my 4.0.

I got my two graded ( Read more... )

So, I know I haven't written in this for awhile. I think I've been trying to avoid writing anything... I've been going through a lot.

Most of it has to do with growing, transition, change. I can't say that I'm happy about all the changes going on. In fact, I could say that I'm hating it, but I won't go that far. Maybe I know that it's for the better ( Read more... )

I'm screaming inside. I'm breaking down and tearing apart. I can't stand the pain any longer. I'm isolated, I'm shoved into a corner, I'm left to fend for myself. I'm under such a great deal of pressure, I'm struggling to keep it balanced. I can't keep time, I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Lord please. Please help me out of this ( Read more... )

My first session was today. It was good to pour out all my feelings on things. It was also extremely difficult. I can't help but think in the back of my mind that she's judging me, even though she can't or doesn't matter if she does. I hate how I start crying over my dad...why can't I just be normal about it? I grieve so randomly, sometimes I wish ( Read more... )

It's hot today, very hot... but that's okay because last year on the first day of school, I think it might've been worse. I remember I was so hot that my face was all red and somebody offered me their drink. At least today, I'm sitting in the shade and I'm not rushing to class.

Parking SUCKS as usual. I think this year is worse though. They closed ( Read more... )

I feel so naughty when I watch Sex & The City. But it's so good!

I made muffins. Apple Cinnamon muffins to be exact. Yum!

School is on Wednesday. Boo.

The end.

My trip to the Hamptons was so nice. I really needed to get away. But once I got home, reality hit me square in the face.

I feel kind of lost right now... I'm in between summer laziness and school stress. I got a call today from Liberty National for an interview. I'm scared to call back. I'm scared to go to the interview. This may be the very first ( Read more... )

I didn't get that job at BOA. They were going to give it to me... Training started next week... I will be in NY. What are the freaking odds. They wait all those weeks to call me and when they do, I can't do it. This sucks. The only thing I'm not upset about is the fact that my hours were going to be 6 PM to 12AM.

I'm still down about it, I was so ( Read more... )