Can't sleep. Got too much running through my mind right now.

Spike made his way to Cleveland to get an answer. I can't blame him, and honestly? I'm glad he did. Things are ... well, things right now. We're getting to know each other again. I can't believe it's been more than a year since I've seen him, really seen him. I think I missed him more ( Read more... )

Well, let me see. What did I do today? Oh, right. Not much. So, I've been nominated for patrol tonight. Giles was going to go with me, but he changed his mind and sent Andrew with me. Yay.

So, yeah. Off to patrol I go. You ready, Andrew?

Being sucked into an alternate dimension? Not much with the fun. Being back at home with my friends? Big with the happy.

And it looks like Xander's coming back soon, so that's a big check in the good column too! But, yeah. Thanks to Colleen and Willow, everyone's back where they should be. Seems as though she was playing in the magicks ( Read more... )

Spent the day with Willow, just kind of hanging around. We had ourselves a little girly day spa type thing, which was fun. I've missed spending time with her, especially while I was in Rome. So today we lounged and pampered, and I was a little sad when I noticed the time and had to head out to patrol ( Read more... )

I don't know what I did, but I've been sicker than a dog for the last two or three days. Finally starting to feel a little better, though.

...

Or not.

Kill me. Put me out of this misery.

Been big with the job search over the last few days. I think I have a few good leads, but I don't want to jinx it by talking about it.

Still no answer at Spike's. Not that I blame him, though. I did just run off without telling him a thing. Honestly? If he didn't want to hear from me again, I wouldn't hold it against him.

Dawn's locked herself ( Read more... )

Been back at Slayer Central for a few days now. Just kind of hiding out in my room for the most part. Dawn's still mad at me, but I get that. I don't blame her. I know how much Spike means to her. I just ... yeah.

Tried to call him, but all I got was his voicemail. "Right. Not here. Leave a message. Or something." I think I called it about 15 ( Read more... )

Just touched down. Taking cab home since so late.

Couldnt see Spike, hurt too much. Will call 2morrow.

Why is this so hard?

Went by his apartment but he wasn't there. Thought about stopping by the Hyperion, but didn't feel like getting into it with Angel again. Maybe I should just move on, let him go. Something tells me that I'm not supposed to see him right now, and maybe I should listen.

Guess I'll stop by the front desk and get our stuff together. Oh, they have a ( Read more... )

That's it. I can't sit here and do nothing anymore. For one, I need to face Spike myself. And for two? I don't know how much longer the Council will pay for a hotel.

But I can't do anything right now. Dawnie's sleeping and I'm not leaving her alone in a somewhat strange city especially not after her dreaming about that guy from X-men while I go ( Read more... )