i wish i could just swollow my pride and tell someone exactly how i feel, but i just can't, why?
on the outside i seem untouchable but inside im just crumbling. i don't feel like the same person any more. i feel spaced out, i feel so down. i feel like i've got the weight of the world on my shoulders, and i try to let it out, i talk i scream i cry ( Read more... )

( loveloveLOVElove )

i am so rock bottom right now
i've never felt so alone.

St Patricks day - Hurrah. A celebration of the life of St. Patrick...  Or for most, just a reason to get insanely drunk on a work night..
Now, don't mistake me for a bit of a spoil sport, I love a good piss up just as much as the next person, but question.. Why do I want to celebrate something some bloke did for Ireland, ANOTHER COUNTRY, who knows ( Read more... )

i feel like im the only one not moving forwards in life. im nearly 20 and i still feel like my life is on hold.
its really shit that i dont feel positive about the past, the present, or the future, and i've never seen myself as a pessimist.

i know i shouldnt wish my life away but i wish i knew where the "play" button to my life was so i could just ( Read more... )

Feeling: bored, tired, and a little annoyed!!
Listening to: kings of leon - 17
Cigarettes: none
Alcohol units: a fair few!
Calories: also a fair few
Marital status: in a relationship
Would like to be romanically attched to: noone different to who i am
Watching: nothing
Talking to: noone
Things to do: sleep. that is all.
Likelihood of ever doin it: hell fooin ( Read more... )

i really wish i had someone to turn to. i don't expect anyone to understand me, but i wish someone could understand me and ... why?
i wish i wasn't so naive, paranoid, jealous, insecure, moody.
and theres a hundred other things i wish i wasn't. but i am. and i wish i could snap out of it.

i wanna read some happy posts

pls

love you(L)

i know this shits really long but its well funny! i've had thee most awesome twenty-four hours, ever!!

finally, finally, we went to see kevin in lincoln. and it was aweeeesomeee. seriously. heres how it goes.

we got on the train at 630pm. arrived in lincoln at 730pm, and as we got off the train, bumped into a guy dan knew (i saw knew, he went to a ( Read more... )

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time ( Read more... )