if someone cares about you that much, how can they bring themseves to make you feel so crap?
if someone cares about you, why do they lie to you?
if someone really cares, they act like they do.
because theyre scared that if they dont put their all in showing someone how much they mean to them, that they'll push that person away, and they're scared that ( Read more... )

Jessika :] says:

itll be like... cols mums house that night it was freezing and we didnt even have any food

Jessika :] says:

cept it wont be cold.. obs

† Col † i.m a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d t.o y.o.u._x__ says:

LMAO

Lis; [ Drowning in drunk sincerity, a sad and lonely girl. ] says:

And even if it is.. we'll only be sleeping there

† Col † i.m a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d t.o y.o. ( Read more... )

soooo..... been alone this week, everyone on holiday.... thought i'd take advantage and throw a small house party.

small consisting of;
me, lisa, paula, sophie, dan, kevin, cameron, joseph, kate, nicole, heidi, carly, emily, cliff, lauren and nikki :|
+ a coctail fountation, a bar optic & OTT quantities of alcohol..

soooo much fun!! i was mainly ( Read more... )

i'm so thanful for my friends :] these people are the only people who can really make me happy now days. i don't know what i would do without you all ♥.

anyway, last night was so much fun. we had like a staff night out with our tip money we had like £400 quid and there was 14 of us lol. we went for a meal at antibos which is really nice, had ( Read more... )

had such a wicked night

lisa, paula, sophie, kevin, dan, nicole, katem heidi and amy have been awesome tonight and given me such an amazing night out!!

im fine. things are niggling. im trying to block them out for my own sake as everyone else is just like, ergh.

i just want someone to cuddle, thats all.

small review of life; i'm currently suffering from 2008s worst hangover (so far, i've no doubts i'll feel worse than this at some point durin the year, lol) after a night on the town for sophs birthday. me, sophie, dan, paula, lisa, kevin, lucy, lauren and lee went out and it was a good laugh (lets all forget about after we letf rock city cos up ( Read more... )

hindsight ( Read more... )

next 2 days off work. im bored. lonely. sat at home on my own with a glass of taboo, lol.
whats everyone upto?
ring me if you wanna do something, if you aren't already all busy..
 

i just went back about 8 pages on my lj and read through all the entrys and was kinda gobsmacked. i was such a child. i read about the thousands of rows i'd have with my parents about money, and how "unjustified" they were for not giving me money the second i said i wanted it.. now after working for a year and a half, earning a living myself, i say ( Read more... )

why am i so damn nostalgic whyyyy, dwelling on ''good times''
o well, life goes on!

this is a pointless entry, i'm real bored.. anticipating big brother :d

what has my life become :(