new year. new me.

everyone says it in the month of january. "gonna have a fresh start this year" but it rarely happens. if i'm honest, i've never achieved not one of my new years resolutions untill yesterday when i got myself a new job :d i am soooo happy. i finish work at druckers on the 8th of febuary and it can't come a second sooner. i laugh ( Read more... )

new years resolutions; 1 down, 2 to go.

goooodbyeeee druckers :d

don't trust anyone.

people are false. people who you think care, don't. people who say they're "there for you" aren't. human beings are selfish its just in every fuckers nature, and i'm slowly beginning to resent you more and more.
people will do anything to cover their own backs. they'll lie and manipulate people, even if that means hurting someone ( Read more... )

i'm actually dead unhappy at the min.
i really am and i know people have it worse but i can't help feeling crap. i need you all more than ever. things just havn't gone, and never go, and won't be going the way i want any time soon. so i may as well just face up to this shite reality i am gonna have to endure till i'm able to do something about it. ( Read more... )

god i need a new job. 
today i had the worst day ever. i didnt get a lunch or a break or even a 5 min sit down. and i got out an hour late. i hate being supervisor . someone who cleaned the dishwasher lost the plug so it wouldnt fill up, so i called my boss after looking everywhere and told her i think it'd been thrown in the bin last night. and the ( Read more... )

Hello

Hi

i didnt need that.

god i am so unreliable i always let everyone down

< / sarcasm >

i dont know where to start..
this year has been terrible. slowly but surely i'm drifting away from the people i care most about, that is, if i havn't already. yeah i have some good weekends, i should be happy, but i'm not. i'm getting nowhere with my life. i have absolutely nothing going for me. i have a rubbish job. i have no real qualifications. i ( Read more... )

i am so still not used to working weekends! :( the girls have gone out on the town tonight and i so so so so so want to go but i cant cos i have work at seven! hmph. ah well, i'm not well enough anyway.. full of cold and im so tiired. im well looking forward to next week man. im working sunday so i get monday AND tuesday off, woo0p! monday night im ( Read more... )