im ready to start drawing again.... to start writing and painting again.

so after i pretty much broke down in tears and had to walk out of my room today to get away from my kids i decided its time to finally, for real quit the Y. i talked to nathen during rides out about putting in my two weeks and i cried the whole time i was talking to him ( Read more... )

happy new years

im tired and i miss my love

that is all

Ella can walk :D well kinda lol. she can walk like 2 feet

i cant believe how big she is.......

today was good except for the fact i didnt get to bed till 4 last night cause of my whole body hurting ( Read more... )

i really think i have the cutest niece ever.....

( 2 months old )

this weekend really made me realize just how much i wish i went to a normal college.

"its like im standing in the middle of
a crowded room screaming at the
top of my lungs and no one even looks up
or cares to notice."