Isn't it funny how in just one hour, maybe two, everything changes.  People enter your life then they leave.  They leave without remorse, they sometimes even leave without saying goodbye.  He broke my heart, he completely ruined me.  I know I'm ruined, there's no question about that.  There are also no answers, not a single one.  I dated and ( Read more... )

       It's too much for me.  Seeing a friend hurt.  Not just a friend, but someone who really truely means alot to me.  It just full out sucks when guys do what they do to you.  Though I have a boyfriend I really love I still carry the past.  I still have problems with trust, truth, and honesty ( Read more... )

      Lately all I have been doing is writing about guys this guys that, zac this zac that.  It's just so refreshing to get things back on track with my life.  I'm happy that I'm working, with days kike these I'm one of the lucky ones who have a job.  I'm also happy with the way things are going with Zac, he's just everything I need and though we' ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in 3 weeks and there is nothing really to report.  Other then the fact that things can change within a heart beat.  I do stupid things sometimes because at the time it's what I want.  I have a habit of thinking on impulse and not really thinking at all.  I choose to do the most random things and shock my friends at the same ( Read more... )

I  thought I had more time.  If there's one thing I have learned this summer it's regret.  I hate regreting things.  But when you do things you know you shouldn't be doing, it really does hurt.  It hurts your friends, your family, and mainly your friends who you consider family.  My best friend leaves for college in four days, and though i am ( Read more... )

This weekend was amazing.  I went up to Grand Blanc with Zac Corey Dom Eric and Alicia to visit Zac's mom.  It was a blast, besides getting a little too drunk to the point where Alicia and I fell through a screen door at 7 haha and she had to get 16 stiches.  Yager bombs don't save life's, but they take away pain ;).  It was alot of fun spending ( Read more... )

 ...and when it hits you, it hits you.  The reality of life takes over and all you want to do is fall, maybe even cry or want to pray.  Pray for the people you met and ask the question "why?" when they are taken away.  You don't breathe as easily as before when you wake up and realize the people that take your breath away, are the people you grow ( Read more... )

 .....and to be honest I miss my friends.  Well atleast i miss the way they used to be. I used to have sincere friends who said forever meant forever, but i guess that wasn't enough.  I said goodbye to alot of people this summer and as horrible as I should feel, i don't.  The way people acted towards me this summer sucked, i felt like i had enemies ( Read more... )

      If our four years together has taught me anything, it's taught me that laughs meant memmories, tears meant lessons, and our friendship meant sisterhood.  I became closer with you then I have with myself.  Loosing you as a friend would mean loosing it all, but you're still here :).  I've never been so greatful to meet someone with such courage ( Read more... )

I'm going to be honest. I'm having a very hard time trusting people lately. And i never thought my trust issues would be with one of my best friends. But ever since the week we came back from spring break, i have just felt worn out and betrayed. I just can't take the feeling of doubting a friendship, and it's worse when you can't even stand to look ( Read more... )