It's official! Michigan is a fucking hell hole!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Julia has only been gone for less then a week and I'm dieing.

College is going to suck :(

......I hear he misses me. Stays at home and doesn't really hang out or talk to anyone anymore. It bothers me, because he wasn't the greatest guy for any type of girl. I was never treated fair or right by him at all. For some reason, i kept it all going. Its been three months sense him and I decided that it wasn't working. Well, it was more him ( Read more... )

I  sometimes question the average high school students way of like. Relationships are what bother me the most, i hate how people throw the word love around without recognizing the meaning of it. We expect so much out of life when we walk out of those green medal doors everyday at 2:11, and cry when things don't go as planned. We let people in our ( Read more... )

 I never ever want to talk to another guy as long as  i live. Everything is just one thing after another.

And if  saying goodbye was as easy as people make it out to be, then i would do it in a second. I would rid of all the negative this guy has put on me. The thing is, it's soooo hard to say goodbye to the guy who whiped my tears away from the last time i was hurt. He helped me get over that person who i never thought i could get over. If everyone ( Read more... )

As I walk through the park leaves hit my face,

The wind grazes my body.

It’s cold, yet I feel nothing.

I’m alone walking through the park, so alone.

I wish you were here, maybe I could feel again.

But you’re not. I’m lost now, I think I made a wrong turn.

I can’t back track though, that would be impossible, it would be too easy.

So I’ll just keep ( Read more... )

 I hate him. My god he betrayed me! And the thing is no matter how much i tell people how  i feel, my feelings never touch them like they touch me. He used me like all those other girls, and the stupid thing is, i knew the way he was, and i still fell for it. He was everything I told myself to stay away from, I couldn't even follow my own advice. I ( Read more... )

Yeah. It's been awhile. It's really funny to look back at my past entry's and relize how much of a big deal i made things out to be. When really I've never been hit soo hard with life until this summer. I met someone who changed everything, and as shitty as I feel, I'm kinda glad. I'm glad that I learned about ass-holes now rather then waiting for ( Read more... )

Soo last time  i updated, i basically was crying because  i knew how my life was going to turn out ( Read more... )