I've grown up soo much, and now  i can finally see what i really want. What i should want. And it scares me.

He's soo cute<333

:)

Alright soo life is amazing right now! It feels good to not have drama biteing me in the ass wherever I go now a days. Well last night was the Chippewa Dakota game.. Uhmm can you saw owned 38-0. HA! 4-0 BABY!! before teh game I went over Julia's and we did a remedy that 1oo% cleared our stress.HA! LOVE YOU GIRL ( Read more... )

      Last night was the game, I went with Julia and Scotteh and I haven't had that much fun in awhile. Yeah alot has been going on lately, but that's everyone's lives. Everything goes on and everything goes wrong once in awhile. Nobody's perfect, NOBODY GOD DAMMIT! So we ended up winning in triple over-time, schweet! It was really nice seeing ( Read more... )

        So i think that it's pretty gay that i can't put one song in my info without someone thinking it's about them. 
Your not that special ASSHOLE!!

I meant everything I said in Amanda's Journal :)

     I've been doing some pretty stupid shit this summer. I thought  i loved last summer, it was my favorite. But  i look back and I'm like wow, i met 3 people that amazing summer which i wish i never met. If i could take back anything that summer, it would be meeting them. They've ruined everything, and  i mean everything. I hate what i see in the ( Read more... )

     I hate the fact that i thought i knew what I wanted, but truely I have no idea. I feel as if whenever I find someone I could actually see myself with, I feel like there's someone out there that is better for me. Alot of times I feel trapped or feel like I'm on a merry-go-round, i hate the merry-go-round, it just goes in a slow, boreing circle ( Read more... )

         As of right now I miss my friends :(. Things don't feel the way they used to feel anymore, i feel like i'm so distant from everyone.  I know this sounds totally emo, but all the shit I've been going through this past year, has inspired me to write soo many songs. I mean not like the gay old songs we would write in 7th grade and think they ( Read more... )

Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe