ugh tomorrow would be mine and andys one year. joy oh joy. thats all i got to say. oh well shit happens. idk whats going on with us. one day hes telling me he still loves me then i ask him why he really hates me and he tells me he doesnt have a reason. its just so confusing

::SIGH::

i called andy tonight and i really enjoy talking to him. we had a really really really good phone converstation except for the 5-10 mins that i cried cause i got worked up about me and him... this is why ( Read more... )

So I guess you can say that me and Andy are officially over. We are no longer boyfriend and girlfriend. We are no longer a couple. It is no lover Andy and ZaBrina. It is just ZaBrina and just Andy. 11 months, yush 11 months. I knew it would have to happen sooner or later. I also thought it would happen later not sooner. I hate how to end, ( Read more... )

so basically me and andy are no longer together. he just randomly is gone.  like a figment of my imagination.  but am i making a big deal out of this?  HELL NO!  im sorryif yall thought that was rude but oh well. because basically the relationship was shiiiiit.  we did nothing together.  i mean like for the past month i havent talked to him like ( Read more... )

last night was the Cheektowaga Central Girl's Varisty Tennis Team banquet. it was a good time. but ended a time that i wish could last forever. i really hate to think that it is over. this season was my first on the tennis team and it wont be my last. i wont forget this season ever because it was such an experience. i am in love with each and ( Read more... )

so today i am sick from school. i have the stomach flu and basically cant stop throwing up. its kinda gross and i def. hate it. i hate being sick. the only good thing is that i get to sleep some more. but i get to hear about it from my mom all day about making up my missed work which she claims that i never do, but i do. oh well shes being so ( Read more... )

so this year im suppose to be going out with tamara and leah trick or treating as disney characters right. well im suppose to be going as cinderalla, tamara is tinkerbell and leah is lucifere (not the devil the cat from cinderalla). well i told my mom like weeks ago that i needed a cinderalla costume. its about 3 days before halloween and she ( Read more... )

i know its october and october = fall and fall=chilly but this is too cold. im am so freezing right now. and of course my parents absolutly refuse to turn on the heater. so im sitting her complaining about being cold and im wear pajamas, a long sleeve shirt anda hoody and they tell me to put some clothes on. its like are u kidding me. if i put ( Read more... )

after how much i tell her i like this boy and want this boy to like me back and thinking shes my friend and might work her charm and shit no she fucking asks him out on a date to a game. um cause i def. told her that i would really like to go to the game with him and i was gonna ask him. and i did and he told me "yeah ill be there" why cant i ( Read more... )

i figure that since i havent talked to andy in about 3 days and i want to end the relationship its over. there is no relationship. im single. no more andy.