so i offically decided that i cant handle andy anymore and im telling him that i need a break if not end it. because he just doesnt seem like hes into this relationship at all. i just dont want to hurt him. but everyone is telling me that i shouldnt even bother caringcase he hurt me so much. but hey what can i do.

i know that i say that i dont what to do alot and i know that i say i give up on stuff but seriously i am done offically done. i have no idea what to do about anything anymore. i give up with everything; boys, friends, school, family; basically life. i try to make people happy and that never works it always go the opposite as i planned. and i ( Read more... )

wow people are in such bitchy moods today. but im like super happy. maybe cause im going to a party and its gonna fucking amazing! LAURIE I LOOOOOVE U!

me: ahh i keep breaking these promises ( Read more... )

i promised myself that i wouldn't dwell on the fact that he doesnt care about me. i promised myself that i wouldnt dwell on the fact that he tells me he loves me and doesnt. i promised myself that i would stop crying because of an idiotic thing that he said or did. well all those promises are broken. i cried last night cause of a qeustion he ( Read more... )

last night was the wedding that i have been waiting for since forever. its offical my uncle terry is now married to my aunt kathy. and they are in love. it was the greatest time ever ( Read more... )

grr im so mad. biy was on the radio and i def missed it cause it was some station my radio couldnt get. AHH.

it rained so much yesterday that my tennis match was cancelled. poo. so its rescheuled to some time in like october. but the courts were dry but like 3:15ish so we so coulda played. dammnit ( Read more... )

i love how the freshman this year think they are mad hot and everything is about them. yeah news flash its not. and the girls are snotty little bitches and alot of them are sluts.

kthnxlove.

oh and i have no friends.

cheektowaga warriors girls varsity tennis lost another tough match against williams ville south. 5-0. nice try ladies

record
2-2

next game?
Friday September 16, 2005
home vs springville.