so today girls varsity tennis took a tough lose against starpoit 4-1. will south on wednesday.

so its offical. my boyfriend hates me. he really does. i called him and was gonna try to talk to him about what happened last night and within the whole 45 mins worth of phone conversation we had, there was about 10 words exchanged. and it was like hi and like what we were doing. of course he isnt talking to me cause hes watching a fuckin movie ( Read more... )

u say ur sorry for getting a job. well thats just great ( Read more... )

i was suppose to hangout with andy and frankie and tamara today but was told the other night that it wasnt gonna happen. and that makes me really sad. but oh well we'll just have to hang out some other time. andy is suppose to be coming to my tennis match on monday. will he? idk cuase hes on crutches or something. but i think that will show that he ( Read more... )

i have no clue what to do anymore. its so fucked up. andy wants me to hook his friend frankie up with my friend tamara. which is like working out because she likes him and he likes her back. so andy and frankie where suppose to come to cheektowaga and hang out with me and tamara tomorrow but of course andy screwed us over with it. its always ( Read more... )

i think im becoming depressed again. and people say well to be depressed ur life has to be horrible. no it doesnt and it isnt. i never said my life was horrible. i just feel like im going back into a depression for no god damn reason. besides how some of my friends and "boyfriend" treats me. i really dont think that my life is all that horrible. ( Read more... )

i have to be fucking shit to have me be treated like i am by a boy that tells me he loves me. i call andy and josh answered and im like can i talk to andy and hes like oh he didnt think u were gonna call so hes in bed im like are u kidding me so i hung up. when i talked to him earlier i told him that idk how much longer im gonna be able to go ( Read more... )

ugh school starts tomorrow. im too use to summer. why cant it be summer everyday of the WHOLE YEAR. no school. it would be better. i wouldnt have to like get use to different times and shit. blah.

tomorrow is the beef roast with meghan. woot woot. school shopping on sunday and something monday. i guess im suppose to hang out with andy before the beef roast but i highly doubt this will happen. he told me that we were gonna hang out sunday cause he was suppose to be going the the galleria but he just told me that its not gonna happen. i give ( Read more... )

God dammit ( Read more... )