in the last month...
i went to the doctors and discovered i apparently have severe depression. fun times, so im on pills which make me feel like aids. woo.

i am however thankful i have poz around, as he looks after me and makes me feel better :)

i cant be arsed to write anymore.

so my lifes came to a bit of a stand still. im fed up, im anxious all the time, im doubting myself, trying to motivate myself to get out of bed is even becoming a chore ( Read more... )

getting annoyed cos instead of seeing me poz went to see his mates ( Read more... )

has pretty much sucked ( Read more... )

i wonder why anyone would want to be my friend and why anyone would ever want to be close to me.

im a horrible horrible person.

when he said i could go round on Monday i was soooooooo excited! haha
thens we hung out all Tuesday, thens i went back round last night... eeeee happy days.
now i miss him :[
dang

man im missing poz so much its only been a week and it sucks. i know hes back soon but i dunno i just wish he was here, laid in bed with his cheeky little grin, copping a sly grope. tapping on me like does. i dont really get why its the stupid little things you miss the most ( Read more... )

so the last week has been awesome ( Read more... )

i havent updated for a while ( Read more... )

my new house is rad!
living with ally and the twins is rad!
my little visit from poz yesterday was rad.

coming home for work not so rad :[

things are well good at the minute likessssss