...that ive seen the house im pretty syked! cant believe it only 2 days till i can get out of the shit hole that is teesside ( Read more... )

so i stayed at le boyfriends last night cos well we all know about my living situation at the minute. was good we watched scrubs was hilarious :). we layed in bed for ages talking about shit too, i love that. but i had the strangest dream, i like cheated on him but he was still in the same house in another room, it was well weird i woke up and i ( Read more... )

hes my world. i dont think he knows it, i dont think he cares.
i dont wanna drag him down with me, what do i do? :(

gonna talk tonight, im so upset right now

yep i still feel like shit.
poz seemed to be acting differently last night, dunno if it cos he was tired or what. or whether its me being stupid cos i hate the world right now.
never mind. whatever happens happens, no point getting upset about it.

argh fuck off.

ill post a better update when i dont feel like punching a wall

poz birthday was fun, had a rad weekend with the loser :).
in other news.
i cant sleep, it fucking sucks.
im stressed out of minds.
im ill (again)
i have a job interview tomorrow
and well i dunno how im gonna afford moving without my head exploding.

so i cant shake this sadness that seems to be surrounding me at the minute. there has been points in the last week where ive been crying and i dont even no why im crying. even when im around people it just doesnt disapear ( Read more... )

so yesterday i got a letter through the post, i could tell by the hand writing it was my dad like. so i opened it and braced my self for something fucked up and retarded. Basically it was just a note that said that he loved me and fiona very much and he missed us, it also had two pictures of him. Looking at them, i still know its him but hes not ( Read more... )

well aye i got three distinction . im some artistical genious. im so proud of myself as basically i spent the whole two years not actually at college haha. i did work my ass off to get everything sone though and yay! i could go to oxford or cambridge or summit. hahaha ( Read more... )

i think may have actually changed my life.
my god, im still apsalutely blown away.
i cant describe how fucking amazing it was.
oh and the bannon hes god. like seriously. oh man hes just like wow.

mmm

im so sick of him ( Read more... )