Things are great. So stop asking me.

Ellie.

((Part Three. Thanksgiving with the Hogarts, an unexpected visitor. Kind of long. but read all to understand.))

Isn't it hard. Standing in the rain.
You're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain
No one can hear though you're screaming so loud
( You feel all alone in a faceless crowd )

((Ficlet. Thanksgiving Day at the Nash’s, relates with upcoming parts 2 and 3 soon to be posted by ‘Jay’))

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
( She's falling apart )

((FICLET))

( Free from worry, free from envy and denial
Free to live, free to give, free to smile )

Plans have been changed, seeing as Jay and I are no longer together. I'll spare you the break up news, its not yours to know anyway. Its like he didn't even know who I was. Couldn't even remember my father's name and he's all I've been mentioning lately. He really didn't treat me any better..In California, everything was fine...now in Toronto it ( Read more... )

I saw Spinner the other day. There were a few akward moments, but thats probably because we hadn't really spoken since we broke up. Its weird, sometimes it seems like we've never gone out with each other before, but still have that feeling of always knowing each other. The snicker theif lives on. It was nice to have a talk with him, we haven't ( Read more... )

Jay is here! He just showed up at D's doorstep today. Kyle is here too. Him and D are getting along really well. Is someone crushing? I'm still staying here until my dad can come pick me and Jay up for Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

Jay called me yesterday, it was great to hear his voice. I hope he isn't annoyed by all my talk about my family, its even driving me up the wallMy dad called today. He's coming the wednesday before thanksgiving. He told me he talked to my mom...she isn't with Dan anymore and she wants me and my dad to come over for thanksgiving. should be ( Read more... )

I'm finally back from California. I won't be able to go to the Masquerade, although I wasn't even planning on it. Saying goodbye to Jay was the wors and I feel so stupid for crying in front of him like that. It was hard saying goodbye to Jay, but he's coming up to Toronto for Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

I'm in California for the week with Jay. He asked me to come. Yes Sean, I am going out with Jay.

He's been busy, signing contracts and all that wonderful crap. But we have had time to go surfing. The beaches here are absolutely amazing and our hotel is a walk away from the beach. He took me to dinner last night, it was right on the water. I never ( Read more... )