I just needed to collect my thoughts and offload a little...

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I'm starting to think its impossible for me to have friends locally.  The guys want in my pants idgi and the girls hate me for it esp cause I get very flirty and attentiongrabby when I'm drinking (i cant really help it... haaaaaaappy drunk).

And it sucks.  Cause I cannot go out and have a good time without drama happening anymore.

I fucking hate ( Read more... )

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SO ... everyone remembers I broke up with Jeff "for good" a little bit back... Weeeeell... Idk how "for good" that really is XD;;; It seems like ever since about a week after I went "okay I've had enough" we've been talking more and more the way we did like 3 months into our relationship. AKA super!cuddley and lovey... and damnit I'm happy ( Read more... )

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I can't stop watching it xDDDD

I should just let go.

 I. Want. Presents.

... NAO.

I promised I'd wait for Jeff and try to get myself to the point where I can make it on my own so we can try again ... but ... it's already been 5 months since i last saw him... and I don't get any vacation time for another 5 months... I don't know if i can last almost a year between visits... god I miss him so bad ( Read more... )

Its emotastical night...

... I've really fucked my life up good

stolen from both alohdark  and g_aria

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You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if ( Read more... )