New year coming.

New journal _shhhhh_

So add it please.

I decided it was time for change.

He's perfect.

That's why I love him.

I can be really stupid.

I don't think you will ever meet a person who second guesses as many things as I do. I second guess everything from schoolwork to my feelings.

This could be a possible explanation for me not doing good in calc. I got a D on my exam today, which is awful. I feel really stupid and my parents asked me if I was trying to lower ( Read more... )

Some days my emotions take over my body completely & I just go from being perfectly happy to sad. I feel like I'm not smart enough for anything or good enough for anything. I feel like that I do everything wrong and that I should just stop trying at everything I do. I let what people say bother me when I shouldn't becuase it matters nothing to me. ( Read more... )

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I don't really remember what I last updated about so I will only update as back as about as far as I remember which will probably be last weekend.

Last weekend my aunt came down and we had a second thanksgiving dinner. I guess that was rather fun. That sunday was nothing exciting well I don't really remember much else. I know i didn't see my ( Read more... )

Happy 18th Birthday Mike!

To bad I don't have the skills to make you a picture collage. haha

Sometimes I think I hold onto things far too long

& sometimes I want things I will never have.

I love how I just checked my grades online and I have 2 A's, a C, and a D. That is not good. I need At least two A's and two B's. And we don't have very much time left of the nine weeks either.

SAT's are next weekend too. Yuck. I don't want to take them at all. I just want a high enough score to come so I don't have to take those stupid tests ( Read more... )

Things are good. The best they have been in a long time. I got accepted to college. My parents are more than likely going to let me live with Courtney. Very exciting. I have a wonderful boyfriend and I like him a lot. I get to get my room painted and new carpet. I finally caught back up in marince science for the first time in I don't know how long ( Read more... )