im in chico.

me and kevin are friends. still sleeping together, ha, asshole.

charlie is with willy, hahaha.

and my grandparents are still ok..

im hella stealing kevins internet.

kevin ended it last night.. he was like, we can either have sex or be friends.. we cant be both, cuz then were together.. and i dont want that with you.. so i chose to just be friends.. and we talked on aim for a while ( Read more... )

..still fucking hate eddie.. fuck his shit.. i think hes dead, or somethings wrong.. hella not good, but oh well ( Read more... )

i hate sarah. shes a dumb bitch and id really like to kick her ass. shes always starting drama with eric and he doesnt need it.. gah, i could kill her ( Read more... )

Eric[11:26 A.M.]: i was thinking about music, and guitar, and taking the next two years to get super good at guitar, and starting the band i want and crap and then conquering the world as we know it
Eric[11:26 A.M.]: (i'm a dreamer in the shower)
me[11:26 A.M.]: lol
me[11:26 A.M.]: you rock
Eric[11:27 A.M.]: and i want to be on stage getting ( Read more... )

so me and eddie got into a huge fight. and it turns out, he wants to be like we were, minus the relationship.. i guess he even wants sex.. haha, whatever ( Read more... )

so i talked to eddie for a few hours.. i thought, hey, i really miss him.. but then i decided i really miss just having a boyfriend.. because, kevin texted me a few mins ago.. and all of the cute thoughts i had of eddie soon faded.. i really do love him with all of my heart but i know ill never have him.. so ill work on other guys.. speaking of.. ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a while.. so much has happened.. but i feel so stupid writting about it.. so ill just list them with things i want to remember ( Read more... )

today kevin and i were dating.

then i found out he has a girlfriend.

im pretty brokenhearted.

so last night after i wrote alot of that i decided what im going to do ( Read more... )