So after talking to randy for hours tonight, I realized a lot of things ( Read more... )

<3333 so last night.. i met luke<3 the hot boy from across the street who ive had the biggest crush on since they moved in like last year.. hes so, like, model hot.. amazing hair.. i want to kiss him haha.. he invited me to a house party hes having, i said i could because i wont be in chico, which is true..so damn ( Read more... )

hehe, the other night we had a huge party at our apartment.. i lost my camera, phone, and everything.. ended up taking like 18 shots of taquila in an hour, then threw up all over kevin and my floor in my room.. WHILE having sex haha.. best fucking rockstar moment ever.. then we went to his house, and took a romantic shower together, it was amazing ( Read more... )

so um. ryan and i need to end. but hes too nice and i cant fucking break up with him. i cheated on him last night though.. um, i guess.. idk if were really together ( Read more... )

im in chico. getting really good internet randomly ( Read more... )

today was marys bday. we went to the zoo. the real zoo. it was cool. laura and monique were there. it was cool to hang out with them like we used to ( Read more... )

today couldnt have gone worse ( Read more... )

well ryan and i have been talking alot lately. i kinda like him. dunno really.

i love eric so much though, really. hes my bestfriend. we've been through so much. he will always be there for me..

so chico on monday. hanging out with ryan. and stuff. well see how it goes.

<3

found ryan on myspace randomly. he has a girlfriend, haha what a dick ( Read more... )

so i found out my grandma has cancer on thursday. it broke my heart ( Read more... )