my little thing with eddie ended yesterday.. eh, its for the better ( Read more... )

eddie came by this afternoon.. and we were trying to remember this one thing that i used to say alll of the time but cant remember now.. so i went back through my LJ looking, thinking that id see it. nope ( Read more... )

ing ay. desiree got us a 200 fine for the dog. and then she decides she wants to move out. im pretty much screwed. if they see the dog again were getting kicked out. now i have to find two roommates. great. just great ( Read more... )

so my dads surgery went good.. perfect actually.. hes still in the hospital, but hes ok ( Read more... )

couldnt sleep again last night.. its beginning to be a problem ( Read more... )

i couldnt sleep at all last night.. fucking sucked.. idk if i was just dreaming or if i was actually up the entire night.. im taking drugs tonight, fuck that.. but im like not tired today.. just depressed.. im just counting down the days till me and chris are together again.. it leaves me constantly anxious ( Read more... )

so last night was EHSs graduation.. it was alright.. kinda boring.. a little tearful, since tony started to walk again after like 5 years.. eddie was there.. i said hey to him and he was like, uhh.. so i said, fuck you and i hope you can shove all those stupid feelings i know you have for me up your ass.. and that was that ( Read more... )

chris and i have been on an emotional rollar coaster together.. im so in love with this kid.. he texted me this morning, for the first time since saturday.. he said he was sorry he hurt me.. and ext.. i cant wait for summer to be over, i cant wait to be with him again ( Read more... )

i love reading post from like a week ago and seeing how much has changed.. eddie broke up with his girl on his bday and expects us to get back together this summer.. which is understandable ( Read more... )

well im just confused. eric and i are talking again. sarah is home, it pisses me off. she treats him like shit. i wish she would get hit by a car ( Read more... )