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procrastination and spring break
i have a crappy ass history exam tomorrow which im procrastinating on studying for.. and have been procrastinating all break.. ill just have to wait til when i get home to read about 100 pages by the end of the night.. not to mention i have a project due wed.. and a journal due thursday... damn my lack of discipline ( Read more... ) -
dammit
i had a lot of funnn today.. it was my first time in an awesome SUV limo... i enjoyed myself.. except for all the bodies which wouldnt stop moving or shut up so it was fuking hott in there like no other and at times extremely annoying..... well we went to pirates and that was funn.. i was a pirate arrgggggggghhhhhh.. :) ... got awesome pics but i ( Read more... ) -
thinking in the mornin
yea its been good lately.. actually great, but parts of me miss being depressed and angry.. i have no reasons other than the past.. i cant even come up with dark poetry anymore, the only thing tears can fall for is what ive lost... ive lost everything and anything that has ever been close to me, every best friend i ever had is no more.. im scared ( Read more... ) -
take it the way u want
i want you to hate me more then youve hated anyone in your life, i want it to kill you that im alive so much that you wish you never met me, i want you to wish i was nothing more than a line from a novel, i want you to feel as if i was your living nightmare, I want you to lock me in a basement with things gnawing at my flesh, i want you to see me ( Read more... ) -
... i think too much
im taking aaron with me to see wizard of oz.. *funn* an hour away til i pick him up.. i dont know what to think, hes so awesome, itll be the first time were not with anyone from drama.. so im not sure how things will turn out.. itll be funn tho ( Read more... ) -
time flies
"getting kiked in the balls is like getting your nippled ripped off" ~Ryan from 2nd period
Di is mad at me.. i just told her that spanish is the ugliest language ever...
PE was hot, me and katie were laying on the cold cement when a bird shat and almost hit us...
dont believe teachers, they CHEAT as well!!
the feeling of hope, of good old days -
Busy with what?
today was interesting... it was the day of stories, creepy, scary, as well as disturbing and funny... diana had a dream that KISS came to her neighborhood and had the girls drop their pants!?!? yea this is coming from a 14yo innocent girl... i was dying tho, shes strangely becoming more and more sexually active... wow.. yea well to make all the ( Read more... ) -
the burning feeling
i stayed up all night talkin to ken... its the first time in forever i felt good inside, well were friends now... yay! i have a friend... it was the best conversation i ever had... totally another night ill never forget ( Read more... ) -
the days go by
i feel the sickness rising ( Read more... ) -
content but wanting more
i dont know what to think or how to feel ( Read more... )