Can someone do me a big online favour please? :(

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Binged 3 times this week, mostly on healthy stuff but still. On those days I haven't been gym, so I only went 2 days this week. Feel like shit to be fair. Can't seem to control it :( no idea what's triggering it.

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Broke up twice with my girlfriend this week :/ first time over trust issues and now because of being shit scared of telling my mom. She says not to tell her yet then but its stressing me the hell out ( Read more... )

Sex talk watch out.

Being fingered for an hour omg. She would have gone longer if her dad hadn't of come back! :O knew I shouldn't have worn those leggings she can't resist. She's like a horny rabbit, idk how she doesn't get bored/tired . Once she's off her period she can watch out ;)

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Fucking migraines.

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So me and becki got sorted. She liked me since the end of college apparently. But shit kinda went down yesterday when I went down hers. On the plus side, I kissed a girl for the first time. Thing is, I actually prefer girls now that happened, much softer skin than lads omg. Anyway, lol... Beck likes her beer and drinks about 3 nights a week. As ( Read more... )

so sad right now. turns out the only reason beckies interested in me is because the straight girl she did like doesnt like girls. so i was just a back up plan all along. i can't be bothered anymore. apparently she wasnt going to watse her time on the other girl so now i just feel like shit. so nice to know i was just something to fall back on.

Fuck you insomnia!! Binged on 5000 cals of healthy food last night.

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I'm falling for this girl called becki, like really badly. She's so different and cute omg! Anyone have any experiences with getting with a girl in a same sex relationship for the first time? (Not with breaking it to your parents, the relationship itself) and advice? Iv never done it before. She likes me too and asked me out about 5 days ago but I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane.
And I just don't know if I can fight the pain.
Sometimes, I think about Suicide.
But the sad truth is, I'm already dead inside.
I've never been good enough for anyone.
Maybe people would be happier if I was gone.
Look deep into my eyes and see the feelings I hide.
Everyday, I feel like I'm losing my mind.
I' ( Read more... )