No instead they cause me to develop insomnia.  I don't know... go through wild mood swings or not sleep.  Not sleeping causes wild mood swings... Maybe I was better off before... I love using an elipsis or 4...

Christmas is approaching at the mall.  Time for all the crazies to come out in full force.  Seems like it came early this year.  But that's only because we lost a week between Thanksgiving and Christmas this year.  I know most people get stressed out about the mall around now, but I like it.  I like working there at Christmas.  It just gets so ( Read more... )

i applied for a job at lahey today.  i really hope i get an interview.  i really need this job.  had a fucked up day.  cried way too much today.  once talking online to jess about how i couldn't get my act together.  spent the first 20 minutes of my shift at Aero tonight crying to my manager about the past 2 months.  and proceeded to introduce dan ( Read more... )

he has made me physically ill.  i can't handle this shit right now.  why now of all times?  why deny when it started?  i'm just gonna try and sleep.

so much to my dismay, today my ears were assaulted with the incoherent ramblings of Britney Spears's newest song "Piece of Me".  The only lyics in the song that i could make out that were memorable were "do you want a piece of me" and something about britney being a trainwreck.  After googling the lyrics the line turns out to be "I'm Mrs. Oh my God ( Read more... )

Anger thing 1. one of the managers at Aero has been clocking me out for breaks I never got.  HOW DARE YOU DENY ME MY PAY THAT I EARNED.  IF I GET A BREAK I CLOCK OUT! IF I DON'T GET A BREAK I DESERVE THE MONEY!  DON'T THINK THAT I'M JUST GOING TO IGNORE THIS.  Anger thing 2. the fan motor in my car burned out and decided to go up in smoke.  there ( Read more... )

 the red sox being in the playoff got me out of work.  everyone is at home or at the game watching, so no one is in the store.  so they cancelled my shift.  WHEE!  GO SOX!!  you are making my life more barable right now.

learning how to cook is very important.  obviously i can't take care of myself if i can't feed myself.  so this is now a priority.  this will also save me lots of money on my huge take out orders.  cause obviously my mother can't feed me.  only herself and my brother.  not me though oh no.  so now i can cook willow tree pot pies (sad and pathetic ( Read more... )

did some shopping yesterday, bought some new tops at work.  Now I am "in the right season" and the manager can no longer mock me for wearing clothes from "several months ago".  also bought my much coveted bulldog pajamas and cow pajamas!!!  i have been waiting to get these for over a month!!!!  i finally got hold of bridget today too.  been trying ( Read more... )

tbe secret garden was... the secret garden.  i don't expect much from this play as it SUCKS! but that being said the theater group my brother was in did a nice job with what they had to work with, mainly the SUCKAGE of the story.  singing was favorite part, some songs bored me but others were quite nice.  some of the scenes weren't too bad for this ( Read more... )