How did this happen? how is it 2023. So much has changed since I have been here.

I have a corporate job. I have a house. I have two children one is starting MIDDLE SCHOOL in the fall. I never thought I would own anything other than a Volkswagen or Audi, but now I find myself driving a Jeep Wrangler equipped with massive 35-inch tires.

I read a ( Read more... )

So I downloaded the live journal app, I have to say that I absolutely hate it.
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i have to pee. I have to pee so bad but the bathroom, excuse me... Head is too far away. And that's how it is on the worlds finest air craft carrier USS harry s Truman cvn 75. So here I am.. Back on sea duty after using some time in the navy to have a couple of kids. my time at VFA 106 was long and pretty much a huge waste of time but I sort of ( Read more... )

It's important not to post too often. I didn't forget about you livejournal. I just needed a break ( Read more... )

I might be a cyborg. I found I can frequently run on no sleep... like its no big deal. I had a crazy long day.. or days.. I dont know where to start or stop... all I know is I have been awake since 3pm tuesday afternoon. It's 4 am thursday ( Read more... )

I went to work tonight for no reason. What a waste of $13 dollars in fuel. When I was coming up on the building I could see that the parking lot was pretty much empty, the hangar doors were closed and all the lights were off. I was like what the fuck? it's not a holiday! Did they really give everyone off because of the air show this weekend? It ( Read more... )

I've become a livejournal addict again. It makes work go by so fast! This is such a pointless job. I cant stand it anymore! I could just as easily stay up all night at home and read livejournal entries and do nothing else. The phone rang once last night ( Read more... )

I dont know why I do things i KNOW I am going to regret. Its like i'm aiming for self destruction. Every now and then I spiral out of control. its all very personal... meaning no one can see it happening but me. By no one I mean Nyles. I pretty much don't have friends anymore. The only place I can make friends is at work. When I left the gunston ( Read more... )

Have you ever been thinking about someone or sometime and a song comes on the radio, ipod, playlist ...etc that perfectly describes how you feel about that person or that memory... followed by another song ... and then an other... i'm not trying to profound or anything here.... its just a question. I'm also not expecting an answer. I don't think ( Read more... )

The more I read these old live journal entries the more I want to delete this journal and start fresh. No, I shouldn't be allowed to have a livejournal, I might be retarded ( Read more... )