I don't know how after only a year and a half of marriage, that my marriage has gone stale.

So Kayleigh informs me right when we first start dating that she and an old high school friend slept together, just so happened they were going to he in the same town. At the same time, now bear in mind this was about a week before her and I even started talking, but anyways, they slept together, not once but twice, apparently they bothe had ( Read more... )

All I want from life, is a job I love, a good woman, and maybe a family, seems no matter how hard I try, none of those things are meant for me, and the older I get, the more I accept it.

Pornography has taken a decade of my life, I'm sick of feeling the shame, the self hatred, all of it, it's over done, you have no power of me anymore.

I feel so worthless right now.

Well, Jensyn got back with her ex, I have to admit that I'm hurt, I think we could have had something good, whatever her reasons, I hope she's happy, she's really was a lot of fun, really cute, and she had a good heart, maybe our paths will cross again ( Read more... )

I met a girl, her name is Jensyn, I really enjoy spending time with her, I just hope she sees that I care about her a lot, and when I kiss her, it really means something, she's dating other guys, but she says she has the most fun with me, so we'll see what happens with that, I just hope she knows she has a good heart, and I don't have any ( Read more... )

The "friend" zone sems to be my eternal hell. All the women I know complain that they can't find a good guy, but for some reason they won't date one that's right in front of their face, can someone please explain this to me?.

Well somehow I passed EMT school, but now I'm in Fire school and for some reason I have a fear of succes, I don't know if this is really what I want out of life, I'm gonna do my best not to fail this, but I'm pretty convinced that I will, I also know that Mattress barn is in my past, as for a good woman in my life, I think I want to he single now, ( Read more... )

30 years old now, WTF!!, oh well, time brakes for no one, still single, nothing even prospective on the horizon, oh well, I'm used to beaing alone anyway, getting my realationship right with God has certainly helped alot, maybe when I'm 40, I'll find a woman who will have me as a last resort, that's kind of my only hope at this point I suppose, ( Read more... )