I need to vent. I have been giving too much of myself to every one. The sad thing is most of the people who mean so much to me, don't care about me. So many people hold a piece of who I am and they act like it is nothing.Most of them don't even talk to me.Almost every person in my life who has made me happy in the past is never there for me. ( Read more... )

Hopefully I am going to see sweet cobra and the dream is dead tonight. The new diamond nights cd is amazing and everyone should get it.

I am pretty sure no one is a lj friend of mine anymore.

There is a snake in your boots...motherfucker

I'm back.

I realized that picture you see of me is way over a year old. I need a new one ( Read more... )

I had a dream that I somehow timewarped back to 1979 and played the drums for the misfits.All the events in the dream were concivevable and amazing. This has been the most life changing dream I have had to date. I have not been right all day and I feel like im going to die.This overwhealming feeling will not leave my body.

I want to filter my thoughts out. Since graduation I have been nothing but unhappy. This unhappiness is past depression. This may sound odd but I have a nightmare at least once a week that I’m still in high school and something fucked up is happening to me. I thrift store shop 3 or 4 days a week to have some time to walk around and think. I always ( Read more... )

This is almost all of my 7"s and they are for trade and possible sale ( Read more... )

It has been almost a whole year since I wrote in this god damn journal and not a thing in my life has changed! This is all amazing to me. I am begining to think nothing..NOTHING in this world matters.

Im not THAT lucky.
I just know certan things will NEVER happen for me.