WOW.wow.

there are so many things going on right now. A lot of bad things, but along with that, there are some good things. Well one good thing in particualar. I'm actually happy, it really still surprises me that I can say that. I wish other things were going as well, but that aren't and they wont' be for a good while.

thank you ( Read more... )

so i had a good day...

i talked to chad Van Dam today...   Structureboarder: i totally fucked things up with u becuase i totally wanted to date you and then idk what happened     <3      i heart that boy even if he pops his collar.

smile

Hi my name's melissa and I realize my most recent entries have been pretty damn pathetic.

I'm sorry about that. I'll try from now on to post more joyous and up lifting entries. However I am not here to make any promises, but simply to issue a warning.

WARNING: Due to drastic changes that have occured in my life recently; my live journal entries ( Read more... )

This week, at best has been an overwhelming situation. I still am lost and unsure of everything, but I'm not going to let this control me... my life. I have to take care of college stuff tomorrow. The next two days after that will be occuppied with going to court and what not. I'm not looking forward to any of it, but at the same time, I want it ( Read more... )

Bedroom/Sleeping Habits ( Read more... )

Well I just hate the way things change, nothing is ever obvious to me.... I'm back at home. Under shitty circumstances. Ask, maybe I'll tell most likely not though. I think my heart is broken, I lost faith in a lot of things. I am lost in transition, I don't know where I am going from here. I need some stability and security. I'm sure I'll get that ( Read more... )

So fourth of July weekendwas interesting to say the least. I moved in to my new apartment on ( Read more... )

Wulp as we all know the pistons lost and i'm about to go into a deep depression!

and i'm under the influence so i'm going to discontinue this entry!

much love

so I'm updating again, eventually I'll get my laptop in working condition so updates aren't so far and few between. Summer has been absolutely wonderful with the exception of a few things that left me feeling less than great. I won't dwell on the things that I can not change though. The weather is beautiful so I definatly have a great tan right now ( Read more... )

I know it's like once a month these days!

( u know u wanna! )