things are really shitty. 
&i hate it. so much.

can't things just go back to how they used to be?

guess that's too much to ask for.

there's still a little bit of your taste left in my mouth ..

started working with ash at a cleaner image. it's straightttt. pretty boring but i need the money. cheer's about to end. forever. i'm so sadddd. ]: i cant cheer ( Read more... )

wow it's been forever.
read back through some entries. 
made me cry :( 
i think im gna start writing in here again.
i miss it.

im 17 now.
peyton's 2.
still no license.
going to hawaii the day after school ends.
79 days.
that means 78 til school's over.
& junior year ends.

i have a 4.0.
for the first time ever.
very proud of myself.

about to be 8 months now.
i ( Read more... )

fuck livejournal's sooo retarded now. uhh myspace is definatley better ( Read more... )

im gunna make this quick cuz my computer keeps shutting down. sooo ( Read more... )

aw my mom just came downstairs. i could tell she was crying. & i went to hug her and she just starts bawling. and said "i hate when peyton goes home and jenni leaves, too many people leave that might not come back.." and "when will i stop hurting.." erghhh this house is just so sad. and depressing ( Read more... )

It's been exactly two months.
since my big brother passed away.
& i still can't believe it.

seems like just yesterday.. i was laughin with you...
RIP Brandon Bomya. ♥♥

I miss him so much.
and im starting to see that this isn't something you can just get over.

sorry it's been awhile again ( Read more... )

been awhile ( Read more... )

finished segment 2 yesterday with lyndsay. fucking boring as HELL. so gayyy too. lyndsay came over the past few days ( Read more... )

& no reason why i should try to go on anymore
my reason's all gone, no reason why you should
try to make excuses to make me feel alright
excuses call for stupid reasons
& i know that it's not much that i can offer right now
just give me one little second and i will try my hardest
to make you feel like i'm someone else.i have a headache ( Read more... )