my throat hurts so bad ( Read more... )

i like my journal ( Read more... )

Soooo a lot's been happening lately. well me and my sister got necklaces from my parents from helzburg. they're different but both have two hearts. my mom said so he's always in our hearts. it was pretty sweet of themm. i wear it everyday. my aunt's daughter also got me my sister and my mom dog tag necklaces. it's like a holographic of my brother. ( Read more... )

we found out brandon had a seizure. i also found out the last thing he said was "your fish is bigger than mine." and that was it. had the seizure and fell into the water ( Read more... )

so yesterday my brother passed away. he was up north fishing with my dad and two uncles. he fell into the water. my dad and uncles jumped in after him, brandon died before he hit the water. my dad and uncles almost drowned. my poor dad called my mom and asked her "how could i have taken my son fishing for his birtdhay, and not bring him home??" omg ( Read more... )

i know blue eyes get boring,
but i'll wear dark glasses all the time.got a fuckin migraineee, and it wont go away ( Read more... )

so it turns out that coach ashley's bf justin brought the chair in. she called me when she got home and saw everything. hahahh aw i love her. she's seriously the best coach ever. and im pretty much soooo glad ive had her every season. but yeah. after she called, i had dinner and shit then britt and erika made me walk and meet them halfway..then we ( Read more... )

ugh i dont feel like writing in here at allll. but yeah here's my schedule ( Read more... )

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just got back from cheer camp. wow. i learned sooo much. not just like cheers, chants, and stunts. but about my team and myself and yeah. i dunno. friday got up way early then got to alma..went to taco bell where my fuckin crunchwrap supreme was sick cuz they dont know how to make it there i guess. then to alma college. yeah saturday was pride, ( Read more... )