i feel like i spend way too much of my time feeling depressed and completely alone. i hate it when i get like this. i hate it when i suddenly feel like complete shit and i start crying for no reason and i can't bring myself to stop.

it always seems to happen when there's absolutely nobody available to talk to. it always seems to end up making me ( Read more... )

title: happily ever after
author: xiahki
pairing: yoosu
rating: r
warning: mentions of drug use and prostitution.
summary: a little piece of something from the same universe as my bigbang fic, heaven. junsu wants a happily ever after more than anything, but everything comes at a price.

a/n: i haven't written fic in so long. so. so. long. and this is really ( Read more... )

mkay, so. as you guys prooobably know from my entries before, my sora came to visit this weekend with her friend sao. and we had sooo much fun ( Read more... )

leave it to me to be a frakking emo bucket after one of the most fun weekends evar. of course, idk where this came from but i just need to get it all out somewhere. if you don't want to read it, i really won't be offended. this is for my benefit, and i'll post a more appropriate entry afterwards.

( angst angst angst )

remember how i used to fail hilariously while talking to sazz all the time and then post about it?

xiahki : cries wow i'm a reatrd
xiahki : ...
xiahki : ):
applesu : LMFAO
applesu : i love you ♥

my mood has improved considerably.
also just unlocked all traits on the sims. PYROMANIA YES. now i can finally make axel :D :D :D 

well. my emotions are seriously fucked and i'm about to emo it out. you've been warned.

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posting and actually updating what? yeah, it's been much too long since i posted anything of worth, haha~

hmm so summertime is really frakking boring. the more days i have to just sit here the more i'm like wtf am i even existing here for. luckily, i got a job? i'm gonna be a cashier for the home depot ... woo lumber? 8D i don't start for like ( Read more... )

I GRADUATED!!!! 8D ( Read more... )

hay guys! i'm 18! \o/ is it pathetic that i was looking forward to my birthday on lj cause the birthday posts make me smile? and then i was sad? ;__;

anyways, finals started today! i have them every day this week except friday, which is graduation practice. then graduation saturday, and i'm done! as long as i pass chem, that is. =__=

but, i'm ( Read more... )

this is just a quick little post, while i have some time ( Read more... )