im updating so here it is.i moved out of long island and it makes me happy. i miss crystal though cuz shes a lot of fun, she picks her nose when shes bored.

i never wrote a happy entry.

life is horrible as it is, and to have other people complicate it is a sign of stupidity, so heres a meesage to all of us with no fucking exceptions. i see all of my friends in situations as stupid as an 11th grade fight over fries and ketchup, my really good frind sara was stuck crying for an hour today because her best friend danielle has an ( Read more... )

drama. you guys are so fucking gay with you drama.

relationaships are sooo much bullshit ti hillarious, and pat is never going to change. he poushes me away with his actions and it is already that im feeling better when hes not around.

what do you do when you dont get accepted to school for something you reall wanted because its a competitive field and the day of your interviev was a day they chose only semi professional and experienced transfer students or high school students with previous classes in fashion drawing , you fucking keep going and you re apply for a different ( Read more... )

jen is beautiful. i love jen. shes one of the puest individuals ive ever met, and by pure i mean true and real and honest and caring with a big heart, jen understands and tries to help. and shes hot. shes got it all and she dosnt even see it.

so this is it man, my dog was out to sleep even though he was only two, almost three he was allrgic to something and it killed him, my love life is in the trash its fucking raining i dont know but life is so horrible. like is a nightmare and all i want to do is leave and smoke cigarettes, i dont even want to go to college anymore,i dont have the ( Read more... )

you make me feel like im really not good enough at fucking all. im not paris hilton, im not a party animal, i csnt tolerate you hooking up wtih other girls, and i fucking sick of how selfish you are, how you promise things when you know you might lose what you like. i feel like were together because you have to show it off, not that you actually ( Read more... )

day three: i think im dying.