i have food poisoning ewwww. it's so damn annoying, the other night i woke up like 289236524 times puking so i havent been able to sleep, and now im just nausious (dont really know how to spell it) but in other news im a hostess now at the country club so i have to dress like a girl it's kinda silly. mary came up this weekend and she brought jazmyn ( Read more... )

last night i watched an intense flick about lennon's peace ralleys n stuff. it was so sad it made me want to get involved really bad, but instead i got online and talked to gnick. before i never realized what a self centered ignorant cuntrag he was. he always thought he had all the answers and i sorta did too, but it was all bullshit he knows ( Read more... )

whoa it's finally christmas! sorry to all you jews and kwanzans who dont have christmas but it sure fuckin rocks! all the TV specials and free shit, it's madness, but in a good way! kara stayed the night last night it was kewl my whole family sat around and just hung out, it hasnt been like that in years man i swear i liked it alot. but on a sadder ( Read more... )

man last night out of no where i just started fuckin crying like hell. i was in a perfectly happy mood and it was like i was talkin to jordan, and melyssa, and andrew, and cay, and some other cali locals and i just realized that people have gotten over the fact that i'm not there it just hurts cause i hate how people that i use to hang out with ( Read more... )

woah...i havent updated this thing in so long...since then hmm...im workin at the country club goddamn kelly is such a lazy, selfish, annoying, self-centered, know-it-all, smartass, BITCH! everyone hates her and i'm #1 on the list. i cant stand the bitch jeeezus!!! oh well ill have to get over it, she will be fired eventually. i said that about ( Read more... )

i'm not amused anymore ( Read more... )

too much..just too much for me to understand or to handle. i feel all i do is hurt people, it's what i hate the most though. i wish i could take all the pain i've been putting on others and just keep it for myself. it would be alot i know but i just wish i could more than anything. i can't stand hurting people just because they care about me. they ( Read more... )

i so dislike change i soooo not even dislike, i HATE it. yesterday after work i went to carls jr. and i was talkin to kissa for like an hour. i realized that like the WHOLE crew is completly different i mean cody and cassy are kewl, and i knwo them but they were both new like before i left and i dunno. i just wish i could work there again, but this ( Read more... )

well crap crap crap keeps happenin. ona high note i finally got out what i needed to say to robert. i called him out in the auto department of the wal-mart he's such a lil pussy he ran off it was great. so besides that i met a guy at the pietasters concert int eh city on tuesday. the whole concert was pretty kewl i met some cats, aaron, annet, ( Read more... )

not carl's jr. just the lil fuckin cook that works at the carl's jr on van buren in enid oklahoma! ROBERT REESE! he WILL get his. this lil FUCK stole 50 dollars but there is no proof. there for i am responsible for it and I got fired i saw that lil fuckin SHIT on video camera taking that shit and I got fired. he fucked me over! he fucked me over ( Read more... )