i’m doing more suddenly at tang! dina was telling me before but they weren’t scheduling me then they were. kinda insane but it’s only right now when they got new membership. kind of funny i am being a rep for them and the guy erik he was introducing himself and i said his email was a surprise bc i had never seen his name before and id been ( Read more... )

lots of changes. he’s getting more immersed in my life and it’s going better than i expected. my mom moved back, the kids, him being more at my house. i didn’t think this would work but we are pushing it together. he’s been working out with me almost all summer. being around him helps make me calm. still honestly i didn’t see him physically ( Read more... )

things have been good lately between us! we get along so well just every day stuff, talking, going out. i’m doing some of his stuff, he’s doing some of my stuff. he’s been going thrifting with me lately to get house stuff. over the weekend we were supposed to go see a concert but it was a scam but his friend had a bday in the same area anyway ( Read more... )

this man loves me a lot. i really see us growing together. he has some things like everyone… but in general he’s good at paying attention and making sure my needs are met. i had my hyrox comp ( Read more... )

i met jesse’s parents yesterday. they came to spend time with vivian and we went to dinner with them. a little awkward they’re nice and fine. kind of talk a lot and pretty white but at least they are both nice not rude or weird habits. i guess this is happening.

some things are coming out about jesse that I don’t like. He’s not that flexible when it comes ( Read more... )

we ended up doing a timeline of our lives. i got the suggestion from kenny which whom im beginning to get to know pretty well ( Read more... )

took the kids down to dana point this weekend. jesse and vivian came down too! feels weird with the kids a little, like we are mom and dad and been married and these are our 3 kids. they play together really well and vivian fits right in. it does feel like there’s that parenting feel naturally between us. quentin and angeline are like super ( Read more... )

ok lol.  same as last entry.  he likes me a lot.  he showed me this photo in a photo that he took for his PD day (which was nice btw.  it was pretty stressful for me but it turned out well.  they ate a lot of my food and really liked the stuff i made for lunch).  he put the photo on his work wall.  i met his daughter yesterday.  q and angeline came ( Read more... )

this guy… he likes me a lot. i guess every time this happens i am a little surprised but am i really? i think they always do. i think im unassuming. i appear to not be much maybe im cute but once you get to know me, i live a pretty dedicated life and fun, funny, and try my best to be kind. i thought he was more into his life but he thinks ( Read more... )