I'm not going to lie... i think i had the best sex of my life last night.
just thought i'd share that.

Seriously... the most positive post in a LONG time...
I love my life right now.
I love my friends.
I love my boyfriend.
I more specifically love my girls.
fuck yeah, hell yeah. things are amazing right now.
I leave for Toronto tomorrow night. and I am SO pumped
hope everyone else is good

soooooooo... halloween ( Read more... )

things are going extremely well for the time being.
i'm feeling better
i'm happy with the boy situation
I couldn't ask for better friends.

the only down side is that out of the 14 pounds i put on... i lost 11.
not too pumped on that. but i'm still working on it.

at least my head feels like its straightening out.

my hard work paid off..
god i'm happy.

I'm going over there to lay everything on the line.
i guess this will make or break it.
yeah.
wish me luck

and with a little story of a "lil make-out session" my amazing mood was ruined

I used to think that someone would come along.
And lay beside me in a space that they belong.
But the other side of the mattress and box springs stayed like new.
What's the point of holding onto what never gets used?

I feel like giving up again.

I can't be bothered to set up the other, new live journal.
fuck im lazy.

Im really cranky today.
how do you spend almost 3 months "in a realtionship" and not once talk about it.
i'm scared it's going to end.
fuck.