Dear Diary I rule at drinking. I had more liquor in me last night, than ever before in life. Thanks to everyone who made last night amazing P.s... no hangover.
WOW. All of a sudden I felt like I had no reason to be around. it was really strange, Like a sudden drop. went from alright mood to i dont really feel like living. It's actually really scary and i hope it passes. this ever happen to anyone? writing is about the only thing keeping me upright. I really want to talk to my brother. fuck
I don't think I have had the actual influenza virus since i was 16... landed me in the hospital for like a week. I think I have it. 104 fever, havent kept anything down in like 3 days, and I can't stop shaking. I came home sick from work today, and I am going right back to bed.
I'm pretty sure I just may be the happiest I have ever been. And I don't know why. Life has just been so great. I wish I had a camera to take a picture of my face.