im married and still hate my job. please help, k thx. school is amaziiiiiiiiing.

 hello fuckers. i know i promised to write in this thing but i havent. i suck. i turned 27. i went to south dakota. i saw mt. rushmore. i am engaged to justin. we are supposed to get married in the fall. getting pressure from his family on wedding shit. want to say hey fuck off we are probably eloping because a planned wedding sounds like shit. his ( Read more... )

i pretty much screwed around this enitre semester. didnt do many of my assignments, didnt give 2 shits about finals. i ended up with all c's. bitch. slap. oh well. its totally my fault. im not telling anyone because i have gotten used to getting all a's. fall i will try harder. i cant poop. it must because im not full of shit like everyone else ( Read more... )

Today feels like Im in high school all over again. And its not even with friends or co-workers. Its with other companies I have to deal with. They are all bad mouthing each other, I wonder what kind of good stuff they have to say about me. SHE HAS FAKE BOOBS! SHE SHOULD GET A BUTT REDUCTION. ha. ha. A-holes. I witnessed an accident on my way back ( Read more... )

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aye senor pisa here i am. its been a long time since i updated. i now have fake boobs. i turned 26. i didnt puke on my birthday. my boy dog is a lardo. he got on my treadmill and i felt like the proud mom of a fat baby huey dog. everything is going good. i am going to school full time and still figuring out what the hell i want to do with my life. ( Read more... )

So I only like posting in here when I am pissed off and alone.  And by alone I mean someone is ignoring me. Asshole.  I dont remember the last time I wrote in this.  I cant believe this year is almost fucking over.  I think it has been pretty good. Finally got my ass back in school. Dont totally hate my job at the bank.  Love my co-workers and even ( Read more... )

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has been one of the most stressful and crappy. i had an anxiety attack. hadnt had one in a very long time. now i sit here wondering what i should do? i want to run away but its only from myself. today is kaylens birthday. she is 4. we are going to the zoo. maybe i will get eaten by a polar bear? i quit my job yesterday to prove a point to my boss ( Read more... )

im getting a fucking boob job. because i have low self-esteem. no, because i want my butt to have twins. :(

random. i think i am over my issue. i locked myself in our room and am typing in the dark.