Tomorrow marks 5 years that my grandma's been gone :/ March 5, 2005. <3 ( Read more... )

Well. Look where I'm at now. For the most part, I'm over it. But I heard Randy's voice on my voicemail yesterday, and it really shook me. Yuck. That's pretty much the only thing I can't stand. I wear the bracelet no problem, I guess it's less real than the genuineness you feel in someone's voice ( Read more... )

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well...

I don't know if I can trust Randy on much of what he says, but I will give him this, love makes you do crazy things.

cheating is a choice, not a mistake.

(Just for the record, I got the answer I've been needing! A couple days shy of 4 weeks late. <3 ahwww.)

BUT!

Explain to me why I need to wake up at SEVEN AM to text messages starting off with "Jessica what the fuck!" Explain to me how in all of this I am the liar? I made up everything that happened between you and I? Please. If she really ( Read more... )

Recovery: Day 1.

"you can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks even months over analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, should've, would've happened. or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on." So looks as if I have to learn how to start over, again. Isn't it weird how one person ( Read more... )

oh yeah, while i stopped updating here i fell in love.
crazy.

lay it on to me, every little fantasy,
i'm bored enough to take whatever when i'm lonely.
lay it on to me, degrade the true meaning of affection,
we will do it, and do it gracefully.

never fall for a dude thats always on the road. fricken sucks.

until you feel him crawl into bed with you unexpectedly <333333

and then he leaves the next morning :(

but still. :) <3

i turned 18 today, for those of you keeping score back at home :)