So i went to the funeral this morning, it was the biggest ball of shit. my uncle deserves so much more respect than he got today. everyone was bickering and arguin with one another... i just get so damn sick of the way my family acts....

LOL, so i just found this journal, i must have done a lot of drugs in 2005 because i dont remember EVER having this one... ne whoo...
gots the funeral tomorrow for the family members. . . not sure if im ready for it but i cant do a damn thing

OMG I LOVE RAYNE!!! that's all for now, I'll finish later.

Love you all call me

xoxo's
Ashley

It's 7:30 in the morning I havent been to bed yet and i feel like i could die right now. I hate myself. billy called me, we made small talk, I was at abby's, she was horny, he came over, they attempted to fuck she didn't like it and we ended up having sex while billy sat on the other bed and watched. I haven't stopped thinking about what I've just ( Read more... )

Men offically suck! Hence the reason I am gay.

Boy's are gay! I think they all get together at nite and circle-jerk!

xoxo
Ashley

my scalp is burning, but at least my hair's going to look cute ( Read more... )

I'm so out of the loop right now! I need to get the hell outta ok. I'm so ready for anothere fucking vacation! I need a break from the people here. I love very few and hate everyone else ( Read more... )

so it's 4:00 and i have to BE at work at 6:00. I'm not dressed, I need to dye my hair, take a shower, get dressed, eat and get to work in 1 hour and like 53 minutes. I dont see it happening! Aja will be in tulsa tomorrow! I'm excited. I love new people! haha, ok well I should probably get ready. much love

Dont hate the playa; hate the game!

Ash

I'm in a mood that I've never been in before. I dont know how to describe it. Nothing that I'm thinking seems to make any sense at all. It's like nothing plays all the way out. it starts. . .then abruptly it's gone like that. no trace. what's wrong with me.

:-\ don't know who i am anymore :-/

He's going to be dissapointed in me when he gets back. you all know why. I ripped my fucking pants and it figures that it would have to happen tonight, of all fucking nights. bullshit. . . blah, i cant wait to go home and smoke a bowl, drink a beer and masturbate. I need some, I don't want a relationship anymore, I just want someone to fuck. I'll ( Read more... )