You will never know how much i love you.
I have this feeling we won't be together unless you surprise me and change your mind.
Until then...I love you and I hope you never forget that.
Kim is somebody I dont want to compete with.
I'm tired of having the other girl around.

Derek is almost home from "A" school .....less than 4 weeks till he comes home even if it is for a couple days.... i miss him
I love him too

I knew what was coming but I didnt like thinking about it ....even now . I'm in this relationship even though i knew what was going to happen . we both miss each other and can't see each other for a couple months. He should be back in San Diego in 6 months =( ....but it wont be for long....its going to go by so slow and so fast......i hate life's ( Read more... )

9 more days until he comes home ...I'm excited ...I'm going to college ........updating on life

So he's depressed there ....I'm proud and i know he'll make it ..... 5 more weeks until he comes back i can't wait ...i miss him

so Tuesday i got license ....lol finally .....and i can't drive til next week because of insurance or something...whatever i got it =)

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Havent been here in a while ......lots happened....not that interesting ....umm

I broke up with him Wednesday ....I feel bad but it was affecting my relationship with him plus I wasn't myself i had this need to be bitchy all the time i didnt like it . I just found a dress ....it sucks b/c the one i wanted was really expensive so we didnt get it . We picked up my glasses WOW i didnt know how much clearer it was .I'm going to ( Read more... )

So i moved on fast......yeah fast....I guess i thought i could handle it ....I think I should have had more time to ...heal ......I'm here ....I want to see where it takes me .....because I keep going back to the past and it's gotten me nowhere....kinda . Ready or not take me or leave me