bad mood..havent updated in god knows how long ( Read more... )

so, i havent been this happy, in like, practically fotrever ( Read more... )

so i spose i should prolly update..nothing extremely worth while has happened lately, but oh well ( Read more... )

*The Basics ( Read more... )

so just so this makes sense..eric moved..he left. he went to oshawa to turn his life around and live with his uncle. he left on the 31st..and nothing really feels the same right now.

im re doing my room..painting it and such, and ive had the new 3dg album on a lot...and these 2  songs just hit straight to home, so instead of trying to explain how i ( Read more... )

reasoning behind it..:

1. i needed something to mask the pain and aniexity of seeing eric.

2. i really missed the high

3. i was kinda bored..i wanted some excitement

4. kayla got them for really cheap..and it was a kind ive never done before

5. i love the drug too much..

im so fuckin happy, yet at the same time im frustrated and upset ( Read more... )

so uhm plans for tonight?: hanging out with kayla josh and probably grace!! yeea yea..cant wait ( Read more... )

so theres no use for an update right now..the only thing i have to say is erics fired. they let him go this morning..
how does that make me feel? horrible. he wont be comming back here after a year in oshawa now..not that he doesnt have a job waiting for him. everything just got a little worse..

anyways, so im putting up pics from my 4 days in ( Read more... )

mmk, so im home from livs..obiously. had an amaazing 4 days there, it was honestly exactly what i needed..i really wish i didnt have to go home ( Read more... )

so uh yeah.

season is feeling spectacularily horrible...for like, 20 different reasons.
main 2: nicole and i arent really getting along. i emailed her..ill LJ cut it into here

**edit** so LJ cut isnt working..sorry guys!

hey

so i was gonna call ya and talk to you..but i decided that im just gonna email you instead. my original plan was to write a ( Read more... )