everyone cracks eventually.

[xlong_lost_hope]

reasoning behind it..:

1. i needed something to mask the pain and aniexity of seeing eric.

2. i really missed the high

3. i was kinda bored..i wanted some excitement

4. kayla got them for really cheap..and it was a kind ive never done before

5. i love the drug too much..

im so fuckin happy, yet at the same time im frustrated and upset

Comments

[autmn_misery]

great for not caring. it's nice to see the people around you are kicking themselves in the head for something you don't care about...that's not cool...

[xlong_lost_hope]

and who ever said it was cool?

we both know i cant quit..and we both know i have a problem. so can we please just both leave it alone so i can figure it out myself?

its hurting me just as much as it is you. i hate hurting people. i dont want to lie to people, but i do not want to make promises i cant be positive i can keep.