It's really like I'm invisible.

For the first time in my life, I just want someone to tell me I deserve better.

( No need to read, I just need this documented somewhere. )

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Piano: A
English: A
Ecology: B
Speech-Public Speaking: A
Philosophy-Ethics: A
Human Sexuality: A

I know I should be pleased, but I'm really, really bothered by the B. I could have easily gotten an A, but instead I kept fucking around and thinking I could just make it up later. That's going to fuck up my GPA for the rest of college.

"I used to think if I could realize I'd die, then I would be a lot nicer. Used to believe in a lot more; now I just see straight ahead. That's not to say I don't have good times, but as for my days... I spend them waiting. As for those things that act as markers in your life - but in between, you can't remember and so it seems that you've grown up ( Read more... )

Because I am emotional and have a minute to write ( Read more... )

When Sheila was telling me about her experience, she said she finally switched to PPO insurance because she was really sick and having HMO was making things take weeks/months longer than it could have. I still thought I'd be fine with HMO..

But it's been over six months now. And I'm not any better. The doctor's office just called to say that the ( Read more... )

Recent Revelations ( Read more... )

Why is it that every time I look at a picture of myself, new or old, the person is completely unfamiliar? The same thing happens when I look in the mirror. I guess in theory I can tell you where I have scars and freckles and whatever else on my face, but at the same time, every time I see my face it's like I'm looking at her for the first time. Why ( Read more... )