I started the low-residue diet on Friday and by Friday night was absolutely miserable with my lack of options. I like spicy foods with lots of flavors, not plain white carbs all the time. I was on that until Monday and then on Monday I wasn't allowed to eat at all. I could only have clear liquids (though I did have milk in my coffee that morning ( Read more... )

Sometimes she just absolutely shocks me with how incredible and perfect she is. I've never met anyone like her... I can't believe I can call her mine. I must have been fucking Mother Teresa in a previous life.

I don't like this at all. It makes me feel awful and I'm not even the one doing anything wrong. I don't want to be involved in it. I'm kind of glad it's close to over with, sadly. I have like all these feelings about it and I can't be public nor can I like, tell anyone. Thank Dog I'm seeing Carley tonight. I mean, I've already told her, but I still ( Read more... )

Carley comes back in two nights. I get to see her in three nights. I know I sound pathetic, but everyone knows how much time I spent with her, and by the time she gets back we'll have been apart for 17 days ( Read more... )

1. New York was fun. However, I realized just how much my mother and I are alike. And that's awful because there should not be more than one of that kind of person on this earth. There shouldn't even be one. And now there's two. Also I realized she's really unsupportive of me in general. And she doesn't care. Like I'm getting all these tests done ( Read more... )

I'm in so many conflicting moods today that everyone else is probably super depressed due to my sucking all the emotional energy in the near area into my lungs and into my little head. Sorry to everyone for that.

To you, I am sorry that things are like this. They won't be like this forever.. I'll be sure of that. It's just going to take a little bit of time. Please be patient and don't give up ( Read more... )

This weekend was perfect.

It's amazing how resilient Carley and I can be, or I guess are. She doesn't leave when she gets upset. I mean, she called me this morning and was like, "I broke my phone last night. Will you go to the verizon store with me to get a new one?" And I was half asleep because it was like 9 15, but I was just like, uh, yeah, of course I'll go. Like ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for Carley to get back from the ranch. Her parents are hosting a big hick barbeque. Of course, I was not invited, because who wants to introduce their crazyChristian SUPERRepublican cowboy friends to their gay daughter's girlfriend? None of that ( Read more... )