Also, I have ulcers. In my mouth. From stress.

I feel much better after talking last night. About everything. I hope there is a noticeable shift.

I didn't know until yesterday that you can't wear jeans to graduation. I need to rummage for something nicer to wear, I guess.

Saturday was actually not bad. I got like 50 texts by like, 11AM, one of them being Courteney at exactly 12AM the night before, which was creepy, and one from Niya at 12 01 AM the night before, which was cute. And then like. Claire and Sam and Tricia and Kelsey and Misselle... and all these other people sent me messages, and it was really sweet. ( Read more... )

You - Now who's hurting who? You're treating me exactly how you don't want to be treated. Annnd you've broken like every promise you've ever made me. I've told you a thousand times that I take promises very seriously and I will not promise if I don't know if I can carry it through. And I thought you were going to respect that and me and treat ( Read more... )

Yesterday, Hannah went tanning and got burnt. She had her arms positioned weird so part of her arm by her armpit is still white and it looks silly. As I pondered that, I thought of what her vagina must look like, if it's multicolored too. I would have taken her word for it, but she just stood up, unbuttoned her jeans, and pulled them down to show ( Read more... )

I cannot remember the last time I had as much fun as I did on Saturday night.

If you are supportive of same-sex marriage ( Read more... )

I went to Pride in Long Beach yesterday. It was pretty good, despite my lack of social skills. I figured Jax would be there, so I texted her and indeed she was. She was working the ConRev booth. So I went up to see her and she gasped loudly and said, "You look so different!" and cupped my face and kissed both my cheeks several times. She took off ( Read more... )

I was looking through folders of pictures on my computer in search of a good one of me and my mother. Sometimes she names folders with just the month and year, like "06 2005." So I was looking through all of those. And. It's really strange to find a ton of pictures with my exes. Not from when we were dating, but when we were friends. And I got a ( Read more... )

I had another dream about you last night. I have them, on average, once every 1-2 months. This is miserable. It's been almost four years since I've seen you.

I just want my peace of mind.