Hey Everyone-I'm leaving for a week-I'll be at camp.

No words can discribe this pain I feel

I've finally decided to make my journal Friends Only-leave me a comment if you'd like to be added.

It's really starting to piss me off, how people conform themselves to others.
Is there no such thing as individuality anymore?!
I can understand changing a little if you start hanging out with new people, but when someone changes everything about themselves just so they can try to be more accepted by a single person. Honestly, what the hell?

For some reason I'm just, sad. I don't know why I just feel so out of it and lonely.

I wanted you to know ( Read more... )

My mom got mad at me yesterday because she thought something was wrong and I kept telling her that nothing was, because in actuality I'm fine. I just really miss Jessy ( Read more... )

Going insane

Pain is all I'm feeling tonight, I had to hold back my tears all day.
I had to hold back my urge to take a razor to my skin.
I had to hold back my sorrow. I had to hold back my rage.
I feel so sick I just want to curl up into a ball and die.
I think that would make me happy....

Tie me to the bedroom wall,
tear me down and watch me fall.
Pin me hard, down to the floor.
make it rough and make me sore.
Bite me and break me.
Taste me and take me.
Make me bleed, make me moan.
make me scream, make me groan.
Whip me with your chain,
until I bleed from the pain.
Tie me to the bedroom wall,
then tear me down and watch me fall.