I should be happy but inside I'm hurting. I should be trusting but inside I'm worrying. I feel sick, I feel ashamed. I feel resposible even though I'm not the one to blame.
-You do something to me, that I can't explain. So would I be out of line, if I said.....I miss you.....-
For once I have the love but yet I'm still stuck with the pain. My agony, my sorrow. It all eats away at me emotionally. I want to be held in your arms tonight. Please hold me 'til I fall asleep.
I don't think it's a good thing when you sneeze and are able to taste blood in your mouth. Right now I feel like my insides are eating away at me and I feel really sick. I don't know what it is, but it's making me feel really depressed. I was dead all day, all I wanted to do was sleep. For some reason I feel really alone :(