To much feeling, to many dreams. To much discomfort, to many screams. In pain in the darkness, in hurt in the light. Secrets spilling, shedding tears tonight. Hope lost, existance fade, the feeling never stayed.
Kiss me, kill me. Take me, break me. Hurt me, heal me. Curse me, cure me. Hit me, help me. Save me, crave me. Feel me, free me. Miss me, make me. Cut me, kick me. Hold me, scold me. Love me, leave me....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside
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I took a trip to hell and back today. Had to see the doctor, for I was curled up in the fetal position all day in bed. Had to see my counselor today, for reasons that will not be said
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