sorry. i'm still alive.

just hating life.

MY GHD BROKE ( Read more... )

i'm really disturbed that the used is now being played on the radio, on local countdowns, along side simple plan and goodcharlotte here in australia. WAY TO BLOW.

( too much FLASHAGE )

last week i lost 1.1kg, which is exciting..

so.. so far i've lost 10.4 kg. :) even though i've got lots to go.
the end. just thought i'd share.

i'm just going to edit this post. i went to the WORST party in my life last night. We had two really aggressive drunks.. (these were two of my friends) and they found it amusing to throw full glass bottles at people and against the walls. i had to race out a few times because there was this huge effing punch up between my friends. (why was everyone ( Read more... )

alright so i went to the doctors for a THIRD opinion about the anxiety attacks.

NEVER AGAIN.

stupid lady said "just breath in to a paper bag like this....." pause... she pretends shes breathing in to a bag. and by this time i'm just about ready to walk out. then she adds "or you can just quite simply put your head between your legs to get ( Read more... )

lately anxiety attacks have being overruling my life, and it's driving me crazy. (panic disorder to be exact) i don't know what to do with myself.. you know whats worse? i have anxiety attacks at school, yet the teachers just think i have a really bad case of claustrophobia.. i don't really like telling people. it's embarassing.. these attacks. ( Read more... )

my mouth is butchered from these braces.

>>>>>>>>>and so is my
EFFING
HEART

as if i don't need one more reason to feel and look fugly. :(

haha.

remember the spice girls playstation game? spice world.
i just found it and have been playing it. oh the memories.

it's only now i realise what a pos it is.

i'm going on the skip trip in.. erm.. 4 months? *shrug* who's counting? MEEEEE, oh how fun. i'm flying with friends. woohoo.

i had a lovely night. went out with a few friends for ( Read more... )