drinking bag wine in a mini skirt and beater
spilling on my keyz, i can't release these beasts
i am a girl, and i do want love
but hate is so easy, i just need to get above
you love me, but i'll make you feel disgust
i'm no queen, i'm a complete bust

I really did know this would happen eventually. I didn't want to accept it, but I definitly knew. I guess that's better than being entirely clueless. It doesn't make it any less upsetting though. I wish it didn't have to be like this, but I suppose it can't be helped ( Read more... )

I'm just really not sure anymore.

I really do want things to head in the right direction, but it just seems so far fetched to make them into reality. I feel like I can't do this alone, like I have no one to back me up. I hate being dependent on other people, but I'm scared that without support I really am not going to achieve anything.

sloope

This is what I picture my ideal man being ( Read more... )

It's beginning to become apparent to me that I may be the one causing all my shitty attractions to people. I continuously complain of my tendency to date 'assholes' and I do think this is my fault ( Read more... )

you shouldn't like me. i'll hook up with you and lead you on. i don't really want to be your girlfriend. you don't excite me, and i really don't need you.

stop smothering me.

I wish we hadn't broken up. I miss spending time with you. It's upsetting that whenever I'm lonely now, all I can do is think about you. I try to push you out of my head, but I can't seem to do it. It works for a couple days and then you just pop back up and I'm back at square one. I want to resent you so badly, but at the same time all I want is ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of having deep emotional connections with other people. I hate how I continually put my feelings out on the line and they just get trampled all over. Relationships at this age are completely pointless, beyond the gain of experience. I have created a dating pattern that I am completely unhappy with. I continually date "men" who don't ( Read more... )

I have a lot of questions for a lot of people, but I see no real point in asking any of them. People constantly lie and stretch the truth so they don't have to have balls. I think it's pathetic that you open your mouth and all that comes out is your bullshit. If you can't be genuine who are you really? What's the point of having loved ones if you ( Read more... )